This right?
And while they,
nobody wants to be around us,
death is the ultimate answer to all of this.
Do we have anybody that we could talk to?
We can't function normally in society ever.
We need to put an end to this.
I'm Amy.
I
don't know how I came into this world,
but this is how my story ended.
Hi, you've reached the voicemail of John.
Please leave a message after the beep.
Yes.
Ok.
Brushing
social.
Hi.
Reach the voicemail of Doctor Lisa.
If this is a life threatening emergency, hang up and dial 911.
Otherwise stay on the line
and leave a message.
Hi, Doctor Lisa. Um this is Amy.
Things are not going too well over here.
Um
We're in a bit of a downward spiral and
I'm very scared that something might happen this time.
Can you please come here
soon?
Ok.
Talk to me, Amy. We don't have much time on this.
I've been saying the exact same thing
that we don't get much time and that we don't have to complicate this.
We are hearing things and seeing things
and
we got to end this.
All of this. Can you let her speak for herself
and stop scaring her,
stop scaring her.
Uh Have you seen the person in the mirror?
She literally stopped and stared at her.
Someone's constantly watching us
like they're inside or they're outside.
In fact,
there is someone sitting outside in that car right now.
Maybe it's just mom,
if not, they would have hurt us already.
Oh, ok. So you do accept the fact that there's someone in the car.
What's your explanation for the person in the mirror?
Amy? Listen, she is brainwashing us into thinking that something's wrong with us?
Miss Lisa. Can you explain that these are just hallucinations?
OK.
Let's take a step back here. Did all of you see the person stand still in the mirror?
Yes.
Oh Come on, we all saw it. Don't lie.
Thank you. At least now you're helping the situation.
How, how is that helping?
What you're basically saying is that we can't function normally in society ever?
And that somehow death is the ultimate answer to all of this.
Am I the only one that thinks that is the most logical thing that she has ever spoken.
Are you listening to this?
This is insane.
We don't need to believe that it's the end of the
world and that there's no coming back every single time,
something doesn't work out for us.
Dying is not the only solution to this.
Why do you think this is not the end of the world?
How are you acting like nothing happened,
John moved out.
He broke up through a fucking text message.
He didn't want to see our face
this ugly fucking face.
Do we even have anybody that we could talk to?
No one wants to be around us?
What?
Yeah. Didn't she tell you that?
Stop talking like that.
Hey,
it's OK. Calm down.
So this situation spiraled down from the breakup. No, no, no.
Just
so now you want to try to hide the facts. Ok. Let me tell you some more facts.
Doctor Lisa,
we got wasted last night and we drove around for hours plotting
out how we were gonna drive off a cliff into the bay.
We've texted John like a zillion times.
You know, we got fired from three jobs last year alone.
Do we have one person that we can talk to
tell us one good thing that we have to look forward to
one reason why?
And, and, and despite all this, we're supposed to
grace and walk this, this precious wonderful life.
Is this true Amy? Please wait,
looking at the way things have transpired.
It's clear that things are slipping out of hand.
Perhaps the woman in the car or the person in the mirror
are just the beginning.
There might be more versions of yourself manifesting
to tell you what you can and can't do
you need to take charge
and put an end to all of this.
What?
Look at her she's not.
Well, and she's clearly not in the right mind to make that kind of decision.
Are you trying to help the situation or make it
stop?
That's enough. What
you've done enough. You can't just talk to her like that
and she's right.
We need to put an end to this.
I understand. You mean? Well,
but we're here to make her feel better,
not make life more miserable. Are you really saying that
death is the
ultimate answer to this?
Yes.
Very unfortunate. But yes,
I am. Amy.
Everyone says that one must not end their life that
somehow we must find courage to live in spite of suffering.
But the difference between them and us is they have the right
mind to guide them on a path to think like that.
But
it's too late because my mind turned against me.
It backed off at every little challenge
I want to live.
But
I'm too weak to carry the burden of pushing this body.
But I want to live
so badly.
I want to smile.
I want to put that red lipstick on.
I want to laugh till my stomach hurts.
I want to dance.
I wanna fall in love and
most of all I want to live
live and
not feel guilty of being alive.
I want to just simply live
without being forced to die.
But this is how my story ended.
Amy. Are you there?
Oh God. Please answer the phone.
I just heard your voicemail
the
report
or maybe this is not how I end
for now.